your old nocturnal pal jakki here.
evidently i am still alive.
you wouldn't know it, by the amount of art i've been putting out as of late.
i no longer have a scanner so all my drawings are non-transferable.
perhaps i will try to write more, but there are no promises in a change in subject any time soon, as it's easier than you'd think to be hung up on a person who doesn't tell you anything that matters.
expect loads more angst-ridden love/hate shit. it's pretty much how things are looking right now.

i don't want to destroy your tanktop
let's be friends, and just walk away
it's good to see you lyin' there in your superman skivvies
lyin' on the floor, i've come undone

sooo since we last spoke i have finished school, written half of my provincial exam, and have been given about a month to find a job and a place to live before my parents cut me off/kick me out. most people would think this is a terrible thing, but i'm looking at it as an opportunity of the greatest sort. i'm looking at a job and a local hip-hop candy shop; they seem to be interested, but nothing's certain. i have a room mate lined up for living in the city; we just need to find an aparment, and possibly another roomie. soo, if anybody's interested in living in sackville-bedford... just saying =]

and so life goes on as usual, with the couple glitches and flaws the cosmos like to throw at you every once in a while.
i have started writing and drawing a bit more, for those of you who are waiting for me to start uploading some goddamn deviations already. they're on their way; i've got about 20 things in sketch mode atm. if anyone has anything they want to see from me just suggest it; i'm sure i'll divine some sort of inspiration from it. i'd been feeling very drained of creative energy while at school, and i'm slowly regaining this. fun fun!

i guess that's all, but one more thing, learned from my days on gaia...

tl;dr: i'm done school now so i'm still busy but at least i'm more creative.

looooooooove your friendly neighbourhood jakkideevious xoxoxo

ps: i have a couple tattoo ideas i want to run by you dudes to see what you think.

a. a green and blue gecko on my left shoulderblade
b. a mermaid and crashing waves on my right hip [look at my newest collection in my faves for some of my inspirations]
c. connecting to my gecko, a rainforest with flowers, froggies, a snake, etc [top of a sleeve]
d. a verse of the dies irae [day of judgement] along the bone of my right arm
e. a small clockwork eye on my right inner wrist

ok NOW i am done. love you all!

dear sky,

are you alright? is it your time of the month? do you need psychiatric help?
BECAUSE ITS REALLY FUCKING WEIRD TO BE STANDING IN TORRENTIAL DOWNPOUR WHEN THE SKY IS BLUE.
just thought you aught to know.

love,
jakkideevious.

i would say i've been inspired, but that usually means motivation. i don't have an ounce. life just drags and nothing new ever happens; i've retired into a daily grind, and i'm not a fan. eight hour days do not become me. the more time i spend doing these meaningless tasks, the more i become separate from my own world. my love, my art, my life. i don't know how to get myself back, but i do know being a whiny bitch won't help.


AM I TO BE LIKE A CLOCKWORK ORANGE!?